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They
pay me to tease shades of meaning from social and cultural issues, to
provide words that help make sense of that which troubles the American
soul. But in this moment of airless shock when hot tears sting
disbelieving eyes, the only thing I can find to say, the only words that
seem to fit, must be addressed to the unknown author of this suffering.
You monster. You beast. You unspeakable bastard. What lesson did you hope to teach us by your coward's attack
on our World Trade Center, our Pentagon, us?
What was it you hoped we would learn?
Whatever it was, please know that you failed.
Did you want us to respect your cause? You just damned your cause.
Did you want to make us fear? You just steeled our resolve.
Did you want to tear us apart? You just brought us together.
Let me tell you about my people. We are a vast and quarrelsome family, a
family rent by racial, cultural, political and class division, but a
family nonetheless. We're frivolous, yes, capable of expending tremendous
emotional energy on pop cultural minutiae, a singer's revealing dress, a
ball team's misfortune, a cartoon mouse.
We're wealthy, too, spoiled by the ready availability of trinkets
and material goods, and maybe because of that, we walk through life with a
certain sense of blithe entitlement. We are fundamentally decent, though--
peace-loving and compassionate. We struggle to know the right thing and to
do it. And we are, the overwhelming majority of us, people of faith,
believers in a just and loving God.
Some people -- you, perhaps – think that any or all of this makes us
weak. You're mistaken. We are
not weak. Indeed, we are strong in ways that cannot be measured by
arsenals.
Yes, we're in pain now. We are in mourning and we are in shock. We're
still grappling with the unreality of the awful thing you did, still
working to make ourselves understand that this isn't a special effect from
some Hollywood blockbuster, isn't the plot development from a Tom Clancy
novel.
Both in terms of the awful scope of its ambition and the probable final
death toll, your attacks are likely to go down as the worst acts of
terrorism in the history of the United States and, indeed, the history of
the world.
You've bloodied us as we have never been bloodied before.
But there's a gulf of difference between making us bloody and
making us fall. This is the lesson Japan was taught to its bitter sorrow
the last
time anyone hit us this hard, the last time anyone brought us such abrupt
and monumental pain. When roused, we are righteous in our outrage,
terrible in our force. When provoked by this level of barbarism, we will
bear any suffering, pay any cost, go to any length, in the pursuit of
justice.
I tell you this without fear of contradiction. I know my people, as you,
I think, do not. What
I know reassures me. It also causes me to tremble with dread of the
future.
In days to come, there will be recrimination and accusation, fingers
pointing to determine whose failure allowed this to happen and what can be
done to prevent it from happening again. There will be heightened
security, misguided talk of revoking basic freedoms. We'll go forward from
this moment sobered, chastened, sad. But determined, too. Unimaginably
determined. You see, there is
steel beneath this velvet. That aspect of our character is seldom
understood by people who don't know us well.
On this day, the family's bickering is put on hold. As Americans we
will weep, as Americans we will mourn, and as Americans, we will rise in
defense of all that we cherish.
Still, I keep wondering what it was you hoped to teach us. It occurs to me
that maybe you just wanted us to know the depths of your hatred.
If that's the case, consider the message received. And take this message
in exchange: You don't know my people. You don't know what we're about.
You don't know what you just started.
But you're about to learn.
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This
is an e-mail from a young ensign aboard the USS Winston Churchill to his
parents. The Churchill is an Arleigh Burke-class AEGIS guided missile
destroyer, commissioned March 10, 2001, and is the only active US Navy
warship named after a foreign national.
Dear Dad,
We are still at sea. The remainder of our port visits have all been
cancelled. We have spent every day since the attacks going back and forth
within imaginary boxes drawn in the ocean, standing high-security watches,
and trying to make the best of it. We have seen the articles and the
photographs, and they are sickening.
Being isolated, I don't think we appreciate the full scope of what is
happening back home, but we are definitely feeling the effects.
About two hours ago, we were hailed by a German Navy destroyer, Lutjens,
requesting permission to pass close by our port side. Strange, since
we're in the middle of an empty ocean, but the captain acquiesced, and we
prepared to render them honors from our bridgewing.
As they were making their approach, our conning officer used binoculars
and announced that Lutjens was flying not the German, but the American
flag.
As she came alongside us, we saw the American flag flying half-mast and
her entire crew topside standing at silent, rigid attention in their dress
uniforms.
They had made a sign that was displayed on her side that read "We
Stand By You."
There was not a dry eye on the bridge as they stayed alongside us for a
few minutes and saluted. It was the most powerful thing I have seen in my
life.
The German Navy did an incredible thing for this crew, and it has truly
been the highest point in the days since the attacks. It's amazing to
think that only a half-century ago things were quite different.
After Lutjens pulled away, the Officer of the Deck, who had been planning
to get out later this year, turned to me and said, "I'm staying
Navy."
I'll write you when I know more about when I'll be home, but this is it
for now.
Love you guys.
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